I'll jump but I'll fly rather than falling, It just my mood in this period of time, but there is one more thing still keeping me worried about the end of this year, I want it to be perfect not as it started.. just enjoy the picture which I found on flickr and it was taken here in Tripoli.
It's almost 2009 and we will say goodbye to 2008 and I hate it as I have always had horrible times at the beginning of this year, I hate it number 8 :( I won't forget the days I've faced and all the challenges I've taken to be where I am now. This year although it started so tough for me and makes me feel tired, hopeless even disconnected from this world , Elhumd'allah I have great mothers who supported me to start over and face all the world. I started by writing my resignation to one of my old jobs I took this year, I moved to one which is the best in Libya IT services along with the most experienced people from different nationalities. One month later I got my first opportunity to start with designing and providing Microsoft Licensing Solution for a Large Organization, but I haven't finished all the requirements to be recognized as a Licensing Specialist because I have only done one exam and haven't enough time to study more specially when you're working on more projects than the company is taking. They pushed me to work with Microsoft Libya Projects and I was so shocked by the lack of knowledge and I got the picture very clear that Microsoft was the main beneficiary of the deal sadly I would say this. I failed last week and it's the reason why I write this now, all the success I have made since the beginning wasn't enough for me I was too hungry for the boom. I'm not sad or upset from my result because I know I'll retake the exam and pass it, not only this, I won't stop and still I have two other things to accomplish. I have this feeling of optimistic.
Who knows may be I'll be back blogging in a regular way.
Somewhere over the rainbow
Blue birds fly
Birds fly over the rainbow
Why then oh why can't I?
If happy little blue birds fly beyond the rainbow
Why oh why can't I?
